Sandusky Trial…Denial and Self-Survival: Key Tools In the Destruction of Humanity

BELLEFONTE, Pa. — “A former Penn State assistant coach whose account led to Joe Paterno’s downfall told a jury Tuesday that he heard a “skin-on-skin smacking sound” in a campus locker room one night in 2001 and saw something that was “more than my brain could handle.”

“There was Jerry Sandusky standing naked in the showers behind a boy, slowly moving his hips, Mike McQueary testified. He said he had no doubt he was witnessing anal sex.

McQueary, one of the star witnesses in the child sexual abuse case against Sandusky, testified that he slammed his locker shut loudly as if to say, “Someone’s here! Break it up!” Then, he said, he went upstairs to his office to try to make sense of what he had seen.”

McQueary testified that it was a BOY. A child! You don’t try and break up child rape by slamming doors. This wasn’t adult consensual sex in a public place. This was a serious crime against a child.

“McQueary was composed during his testimony, and when asked if he knew Sandusky, he looked right at him with a sharp glance that Sandusky returned.

McQueary’s account differed little from the one he gave in December at a preliminary hearing for two Penn State administrators charged with failing to report the alleged episode to authorities. The one difference: He said it took place in 2001 instead of 2002.

Testifying on Day 2 of Sandusky’s trial, McQueary said that he was at home, in bed, watching the movie “Rudy,” when he decided to go to the football team building. He said he walked into the support staff locker room to put away a pair of new sneakers and, as he opened the door, heard a noise.

“Very much skin-on-skin smacking sound,” he said. “I immediately became alert and was kind of embarrassed that I was walking in on something.”

He said that he glanced over his shoulder at a mirror at a 45-degree angle and saw Sandusky “standing behind a boy who was propped up against a wall.” He estimated the boy to be 10 to 12 years old. He said that the boy’s hands were up on the wall and “the defendant’s midsection was moving” subtly.

“The glance would have taken only one or two seconds. I immediately turned back to my locker to make sure I saw what I saw,” he said.

After slamming his locker to make some noise, he left.”

“It was more than my brain could handle,” he said. “I was making decisions on the fly. I picked up the phone and called my father to get advice from the person I trusted most in my life, because I just saw something ridiculous.”

He said he was very vague with his father, who told him to leave immediately.”

Self-protection seems to run in the family.

McQueary said he went to Paterno’s house the next morning and relayed what he had seen, but did not describe the act explicitly out of respect for the coach and his own embarrassment.”

Out of “respect” for Joe Paterno. Where was respect for the victim?

“Earlier Tuesday, the teenager who triggered the grand jury investigation that rocked Penn State became the second of Sandusky’s alleged victims to take the stand. He said that Sandusky kissed him, fondled him and engaged in oral sex with him during numerous sleepovers in the basement of Sandusky’s home while the coach’s wife was upstairs.

The accuser, labeled Victim No. 1 by a grand jury, said he confided in a school district guidance counselor that Sandusky was molesting him, only to be told: “He has a heart of gold, and he wouldn’t do something like that.”

“So they didn’t believe me,” the teenager said.”

Had the guidance counselor not had their head up their own ass, they would have taken action, and peace and well-being of countless boys might have been saved. Those who do nothing are just as guilty in my eyes.

“Now 18, he told the jury about an early encounter with Sandusky that escalated to oral sex.

“I spaced,” he said. “I didn’t know what to do with all the thoughts running through my head, I just kind of blacked out and didn’t want it to happen. I froze.”

As he choked back tears, the sobbing teen told of another time Sandusky forced him to perform oral sex, after saying it was his “turn.” And again, he said, he “froze.” He added: “My mind is telling me to move, but I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t move.”

The witness said he stayed quiet about the abuse, in part because his mother thought Sandusky was a positive influence, but he began trying to distance himself from Sandusky.

Sandusky became angry with him because they had drifted apart, and things escalated into an argument between the boy’s mother and Sandusky, the teenager said.
“I got extremely, extremely scared,” he said.

Eventually the teen asked his mother if there was a website used to track sex offenders because he wanted to see if Sandusky was on it. That led to a meeting with the guidance counselor.

Jessica Dershem, a child-welfare caseworker who spoke to Sandusky about the boy’s claims, testified that the coach denied having sexual contact with the boy but did acknowledge lying on top of him and blowing “raspberries” on the boy’s belly. Dershem said Sandusky told her he couldn’t recall whether he had ever touched the boy below the waist.

During cross-examination, Sandusky attorney Joe Amendola asked the teen whether he had financial motives for bringing his accusations.

“All I know is I’m here to tell the truth about what happened to me, just like everybody else,” he replied.

Good, honest answer.

“Amendola pressed the accuser about his initial statements to a counselor and later the grand jury that were less detailed than later testimony.

The teen, who graduated from high school last week, responded that it was an embarrassing subject to talk about.

“I don’t believe anybody would want to talk about it,” he said.”

Not unless it were true. No high school-aged boy, who is just about to become a student at Penn State is going to lie about male-male child sexual abuse. No way in hell.


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7 Responses to Sandusky Trial…Denial and Self-Survival: Key Tools In the Destruction of Humanity

  1. little nel says:

    “Soft Touch Jerry” Sandusky was aided and enabled by a “guidance counselor” who did not believe the child because Jerry had more power and credibility than the victim.

    This boy has suffered more than any child should have to endure in America at the hands of “professionals.” He has been used and abused by people who were in positions of power, who were supposed to be trustworthy and trusted.

    What a BIG DISAPPOINTMENT they all turned out to be. All they cared about was protecting themselves. “Screw the child… they were damaged anyway, so they are not to be believed” seems to be the prevailing attitude, even when witnesses are present.

    I wonder if anyone ever told the victims that they were sorry for the widespread abuse and betrayal?

    Now would be a good time, Mr. McQueary, Mr. College Official, Mr. guidance counselor, and Mr. Psychologist, and Penn State Fans who blamed the victims for all the bad things that happened because they “told” on “Soft Touch Jerry.”

    • Alethea says:

      I love this Little Nel. Yes, NOW WOULD be the time! But like all the other people in this world who aid, ignore, deny, and run from child sexual abuse taking place…….they will never own up to their role, the affect it had, and that the damage is worth them getting on their knees to say they are sorry.

    • Alethea says:

      By the way, what a fucking Freudian slip to call his book, “Touched.” He ought to give every dime he makes off that book to those men for all their pain and suffering.

      • little nel says:

        “He ought to give every dime he makes off that book to those men for all their pain and suffering.”

        A big Amen to that notion.

        I am sorry to say this but, he most likely spent all that money on defense lawyers to prove that those men who claim abuse were money grubbing liars who victimized Jerry.

        “They will never own up to their role”

        I wish that wasn’t so.

  2. mary says:

    I almost threw up reading the victims testimony. God please help those children. I pray that through this experience and their suffering they can somehow some way through the grace of God find peace. And I pray that the american justice system gives a due punishment… That this isn’t some sensational trial in which a guilty man goes free so he can continue to ruin more young lives.

    • Alethea says:

      Mary, by the sound of the testimony and the victims crying on the stand, and by the janitor’s and Mike McQueary’s testimony….the prosecution might very well get a conviction.

      But after the Casey Anthony fiasco, who the hell knows?

      • little nel says:

        If Caylee Marie Anthony could have testified on the stand with half of the emotional pain that these boys display, Casey would have been convicted.

        I hope for justice for these children, it would be good for them and us.

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