I owe my readers a huge apology.
I have neglected my Blog for the past few weeks, and no one is sorrier about that than myself.
I have been going through a lot of transformation lately….spiritual, mental, social, emotional, and physical.
Childhood trauma from ages two and younger have been surfacing in me in the past few weeks, and so has a lot of issues regarding being punished for the sexual abuse.
I am not alone when it comes to having been punished for having been a victim of incest. You can just imagine what that does to the psyche of the child.
On a different note, some people think humans cannot remember what happened to them from infancy to age two, but the soul records everything, and damaging events can impact a person with very significant emotional and physical problems.
The other issue I am still dealing with is the sexual abuse by my mother, which impacted me profoundly.
Same-sex child sexual abuse is one of the most devastating things an adult can do to a child. Right now, I am too sensitive to write about it. The serious emotional pain my mother caused me has pushed my yet unresolved issues with women and with the women in my biological family, to the surface of my healing. Right now, I am taking time to heal this issue before writing about it, and also trying to heal the physical trauma that was inflicted on me as a very young girl.
Families of incest often have much more going on than just the sexual abuse. Family members often also inflict physical trauma on the incest victim.
Until these issues move fully through my mind and body, I will continue to read comments, and will try and post pertinent articles. Please read old articles from my archives if you want to. There is some really good information there. You can get to the archives from the lower half/far right of the main Blog Page: https://ordinaryevil.wordpress.com/
Thanks for your patience with my healing journey…